100 days in. Remorse is growing stronger….
I voted for Donald Trump.
Like (obviously) many Americans, I was/am ready for a change. Like any Average Joe, I do not feel as if the country was doing the best it could for me and my family. I am ready for change.
Step back a year. As the election race evolved, I became weary. I can’t vote for Hillary (certainly not Bernie) but reality -TV-crazy-man, Donald Trump, surely won’t win the nomination? No way. I’ll wait this out. It will be fine. Someone great will surface.
But s/he didn’t. Months turned to weeks. Weeks turned to days. Holy shit. Donald Trump is the Republican National Party’s nominee for President of the United States of America?
Ok. Deep breath. This could be a good thing?
Time for a major change. An evolution. Turn things upside down.
That’s what I tried to buy in to.
As November grew closer I got more and more apprehensive. Watching the Saturday Night Live-fodder made me even more nervous. This guy is not built for President. He is just a giant, orange, obnoxious, rich bully. He is an asshole. I hate him. Everyone hates him.
After 3 debates, it was quite clear Hillary Rodham Clinton would be the (first woman) next President. I was a bit apathetic, so I entered that voting booth and figured ‘What the hell, Donald. Have my vote. Doesn’t matter and anything is better than Hillary. You can’t win anyway”.
And then this shit actually happened. He won.
Wow. Well, maybe this is OK?
Healthy change in the country. Cant be a bad thing?
And then I REALLY started to pay attention. Like a moment of clarity, I was filled with regret. This guy is a narcissistic, ego-maniacal, shallow, spoiled, childish asswipe…and he will be MY President. What have I done?
While I am, by no means, an Obama guy, I reflect on where I sit as a human. Love or hate his politics, Barack Obama appears to be a ‘good dude’.
A family man. A gentleman. A good husband and father. Classy. The qualities I certainly aspire to possess. Dare I say Barack Obama was certainly, “Presidential“?
And then I watched this presentation of the Medal of Freedom he bestowed upon his Veep, Joe Biden. Like Mr. Obama, I am not necessarily a Biden guy either, but if I step back, Joe Biden is the guy you totally want to hang with.
Fun, funny, charming, charismatic and, most notably, good hearted. Joe Biden is the guy you would be grilling burgers and sneaky smoking (legal) weed with on a Friday night. He just is.
And isn’t that what America is about? Isn’t that what you want a leader to be? A person like you. Relatable. Basic. Kind. Real.
And now we have this orange, soulless, baseless, useless a-hole about to lead the free world.
Donald Trump is the guy who would cheap shot punch you during gym class when no one was looking? He is guy that cuts you in the lunch line cause his Dad bought the team uniforms. The guy that pays for his kid to be on the varsity team. The guy that has no time for a couple Budweisers and some football talk with you. The guy that actually makes fun of special needs people. He is a fucking dickhead. And I cast a vote for him…in the name of change.
And while I had/have no interest in Bill-ary leading our country…this guy? Big mistake…and I aided it. Why can’t we just have a “do over”?
So, I am sorry ladies and gentlemen. We fucked up. Can’t we all just poetically exclaim in unison”You’re fired!“?